Sunday, October 28, 2012

Monday, October 22, 2012 - Treatment #8

Transportation and companionship provided by Muk (aka Sharon)

Not much to say about today's treatment other than it was quick and easy. Oh...and eight down, four to go...hallelujah!

My master plan to eliminate my follow up oral steroids is working...big sigh. This is week two that I have chosen not to take steroids after treatment and it really has made a difference. Light headiness...gone, jitters...gone, feeling like my brain is going 65mph but my reaction time is 30mph...gone, sweats...gone, edginess...gone. Woo-hoo! Now, about that fatigue...Holy Mary Mother of God. When they said there would be some pretty heavy fatigue that comes with Gemzar they weren't kidding. And, the more I get into treatment, the more intense and longer lasting the fatigue is. Right now I have treatment on Monday and feel like a sloth until Saturday. I just keep my eye on the prize...treatment #12 on December 3rd.


Sunday, October 21, 2012

Monday, October 15, 2012 - Treatment #7

Transportation and companionship provided by Sandy (big sis)

Today was a good day...actually, today was a fantastic day. I received the results of last Monday's CAT scan when I met with Dr. McC. and all of the cancerous nodules that were in my lungs are gone. I have one spot in my lower left lung...it was on the prior scan and is unchanged. Of course Dr. McC. had to have the discussion with me that it could be a nodule that was unresponsive to treatment, but she is leaning towards it being scar tissue as the result of illness (ie., bronchitis, etc) or the environment. I am also a girl who developed severe asthma at the age of five. Our plan of attack is to keep a close eye on it. I will continue with my current treatment over the next nine weeks...same cocktail...same routine...two weeks on, one week off. My last treatment will be on December 3rd...then the following week I will have another CAT scan. Dr. McC. again voiced concern about the fact that I had a re-occurrence in less than a year and the fact that when it metastasized it went to my lungs, which is rare. Apparently the text book says it should have metastasized to my stomach. But then again, I have not been your text book patient.

Steroids update: during treatment I receive 10mg of IV steroids. Then for the following two days I take 16mg of steroids. But not this week...this week I have opted not to take any follow up oral steroids. I discussed this with my oncology nurse. She explained that in my particular circumstance I only receive steroids to control nausea...and, since I have had zero nausea with the exception of a smidgen the first week of treatment, I can't see any reason to put myself through how they make me feel. Not to mention how they stimulate my appetite. Let me correct that...OVER stimulate my appetite to the point where I feel like I could enter a food eating competition.


Monday, October 8, 2012

Sunday, October 7, 2012 - Cindy on Steroids

OK, so in my humble opinion...the thought behind increasing the number of days I take oral steroids while reducing the dosage...not so successful. Instead of things getting better, they intensified. Sweet bajeesus!

Please see photo below of Cindy on steroids. Not a pretty picture...eh? You should see things from the inside.








Friday, October 5, 2012

Monday, October 1, 2012 - Treatment #6

Transportation and companionship provided by Sharon

Another easy treatment day...if there is such a thing. Funny how something so icky can become routine. I pull "K" again today as my oncology nurse...that always helps. Bubbly, positive, confident, friendly, efficient...she reminds me of me...huge grin. She asked how I'm doing and I spill about crashing on Thursdays after treatment and feeling lousy until I get my next dose of steroids the following Monday. She believes its because I receive IV steroids on Monday, take oral steroids on Tuesdays and Wednesdays and then stop cold turkey. She wants me to wean myself off the steroids throughout the week and thinks this will improve how I feel. Works for this girl.

Just before "K" hooked up my IV drip I was scrolling through Facebook on my iPad. I laughed so hard when I saw the graphic below that Sharon heard me laughing and she was two doors down in the little girls room. I wasn't laughing because of the reference to A.D.D. I was laughing because it is exactly how I feel on steroids. Hey Macarena!


Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Saturday, September 29, 2012 - Crap!

Poopy week, poopy week, poopy week. Really, it has been a shit week and I am tired of feeling shitty. Notice a common word here....shit, shitty, poopy. Hold on as I feel certain the word crap will be joining us soon...but the bottom line is...cancer is shit. Garbage, rotten, stinking crap. See...I told you crap would be joining us soon. Not only am I sick of it for me, I am sick of it for every man, woman and child who has, is, or will endure this shit called cancer.


Monday, September 24, 2012 - Treatment #5

Transportation provided by Me!

It wasn't that I didn't have offers for transportation and companionship to treatment today, I just opted to take myself. My family and friends have been so generous with their time I thought they all might like a break. No sense in sucking the life out of everyone. Now with that said...I did get a number of loving comments about taking myself...so on Monday I will have a co-pilot...and the Monday after that...and the Monday after that...grin. I arrive on time, check in and wait to be called back to the lab to have my port accessed and blood drawn. Check! Then back to the waiting room to be called back to have my vitals taken. Blood pressure good, pulse good, temperature good...off we go to the exam room. The routine with the medical assistant (MA) is the same, are you having any issues, any changes in medication...in between each question came a yawn from the MA...finally she says "sorry, I can't afford coffee anymore because my ex-husband is screwing me." Well...alrighty then. I had a number of things flash through my mind...maybe if he is your ex-husband you shouldn't be screwing him...or maybe you should switch to tea...I know I had a huge smile my face as I sat in silence...the next thing I heard was "the doctor will be in shortly." I do so appreciate a bit of entertainment with my treatment...does that cost extra?